Pressing On.

Will any of this matter in 10 years? Nope, so that’s good news!

Drove to Sonic with KP today for corndogs and cherry limeade. It’s going to be a good senior year.

Then we went and watched men’s soccer practice. =)

loooove it.

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Vent.

I want to go stand somewhere and scream. like in Garden State. But I need my voice, and there wouldn’t be a place to do it anyway.

I just am not getting what I want lately. hmph.

I don’t really mind if I’m nothing in your eyes.
It’s no surprise to me.
Wheatus

I’m through with romance, I’m through with love, I’m through with counting the stars above, and here’s the reason that I’m so free, my loving baby is through with me. – Everly Brothers

There must be a million people all over the world who never get any love letters.. I could be their leader. –Charlie Brown

I want to cry, really I do but I guess I just dont want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me… once again. -Allison Mosher

There’s only so much heart in a girl to be broken.

If you don’t fall in love, you can’t get hurt…but it sure is lonely all by yourself. –Now & Then

And this is not for real, afraid to feel.
I just hit the floor, don’t ask for more
I’m wasting my time
.
-Default

They asked me to describe myself, so I said: I’m 18, I have hazel eyes, and I’m in love with a boy that if you asked him, wouldn’t know what color my eyes are.

She drives away feeling worthless, used again but nothings different, she’d stay the night but knows he doesn’t care. –Something Corporate

Do you care if I don’t know what to say? Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me? Will I shake this off, pretend it’s all ok… that there’s someone out there who feels just like me.
Box car Racer

Don’t be fooled by her pretty smile, inside she’s breaking, she’s so fragile.

You came to me like a dream.. the kind that always leaves just as the best part starts, it ends so abruptly. –Alkaline Trio

But most of the time I think, that I just wasn’t enough. – The Wedding Planner

Everything is fine. Couldn’t hurt more.

Your tired words are all the same. I’d surely walk away if I wasn’t such a sucker for you. -John Mayer

After all the crushes have faded and all my wishful was wrong, I’m jaded, I hate it, I’m tired of being alone so hurry up and get here. – John Mayer


=(

Discouraged is an understatement.

Not an auspicious start to a senior year in the least…

Ever feel like you can’t do anything right, not matter how hard you try?

Or that you’re doing the right thing, which is always the hardest?

Waiting on the World to Change.

Not gonna lie, I’m in a stinky mood today.

Probably because I’m not getting enough sleep and I’m stretched so thin.

School in two days. I’m excited. but I’m not. Well, I am.

I learned there are troubles of more than one kind.
Some come from ahead, others come from behind.
But I’ve bought a big bat. I’m all ready, you see.
Now my troubles are going to have trouble with me.- Dr. Seuss


Cheerleading.

I’ve really missed cheerleading.

I’ve missed the sweat, diving after falling girls, elevator, after cradle, after elevator, and so on.

I miss tumbling, aching wrists, pretending not to look stupid.

Golden Rules of Cheerleading

  • *Cheer every game as though it were your last.
  • *When all else fails, let your spirit shine through
  • *Don’t eat the megaphone.
  • *The fans are looking to you, not at you.
  • *Sportsmanship starts and ends with the cheerleader
  • *It takes years to build your character…and mere seconds to destroy it.
  • *Democracy ends at the coach’s door.
  • *Somewhere in the stands is a little girl who wants to be just like you…don’t let her down.
  • *The difference between good and great is a little extra practice.
  • *Mom doesn’t know where your uniform is because she didn’t wear it last.
  • *Ignore stereotypes – – or atleast don’t beat someone up over them.
  • *Keep the cheer in cheerleader
  • I love throwing myself into what ever I’m doing. 100%.
    This week/semester/year will be trying.

Rawr.

I want to post something.

Anything.

Once a day.

I met international students at the picnic today. They were cool, Mary, Lena, and….Rebecca???

Blah. I WISH I WERE BETTER AT REMEMBERING NAMES.

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I’ve set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let’s go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start